Saturday, April 25, 2009 / 9:38 AM

ok... a way overdue post...
I went cycling in pengarang with my colleagues on 4th Apr 09!!! They are all cycling fanatics.... But boy was it fun.... it is nice to have a change in scenery, breathing in the fresher air (cos there are less vehicles on the road) and enjoying the sun...
I even went to the ostrich farm and took a look at all the giants... Never know that male ostrich are black while females are grey... And they shed feathers.... But no thanks to trying ostrich meat and eating the eggs....
Besides cycling, the main motivation for the trip is seafood lunch!!! It is quite worth it... we had lobsters, crabs, fish, and a lot more for just 42 ringit....But of course we burnt off all that we ate on the trip back... We took a much shorter time to cycle back as the sun was so hot that all we wanted is shade and icy cold drinks.... heehee.... Can't wait for the next trip... Thanks to Yuet Meng for organizing the trip....
Tuesday, March 03, 2009 / 8:58 PM
When all that's left are the empty promises made, the promises broken and the dream crashed to bits...
Friday, February 20, 2009 / 10:17 PM
Well it is almost a week since v-day has past.. so this entry is a week late... Just wanna thank my frens for spending the day with me... haha even though we ended up not very happy, but still, I made it through the day without thinking too much... so thanx a lot guys...
I love the care bear and sunflower very much... My very first care bear!! orange colour one... so happy... Haven received a soft toy for so long... Thank you ting and veron ...I still have a soft spot for these fur-ry toys...
And another happy thing is that I bought a new phone.. Sony Ericsson... W595.. Pink some more... Haha.. the person told me it is a V-Day phone.. so just released... and I got free Jason Marz concert tickets!!! Muahaha...
I realised that I may appear ok but deep down I noe I am still not ok... I guess I just need lots of time to get over this r/s... Some how all the sad songs just feel sadder than normal... Finally truly understand the feelings behind sad songs...
Friday, May 23, 2008 / 10:20 PM
The long awaited genting trip was here and gone in the blinking of an eye.... sounds like writing essay... anyway the main point is.... MY HOLIDAY JUST ENDED WHEN I HAVEN HAD ENOUGH OF IT!!!! haiz.... back to work for 3 days already.. feeling super demoralized... tml will be the first sat i am going back to work since i start work last year... gotta finish all my project and work... will be out the whole of next week for training and I am changing to a new role in approximately one month's time....
Anyway back to the main topic... What can I say... really had lots of fun at genting.... esp the theme park... haha... took the space shot once again... when i tot i said i will never take it again... it is so much fun to be playing the rides with my friends... but the sad part is the bus driver actually took a super long time to get us to the destination. think we reach only at 5 plus near 6 when we left the pickup point at 730 am.... waste so much of our time... alice reach at 2 plus lah... haiz... other than that everything is good ba.... i wanna have another holiday lah....
Sunday, May 11, 2008 / 9:40 PM
Met one of my classmate today.... Dun really wanna elaborate but it really set me to thinking
what one is meant to achieve in life. After graduation, most of us just plunge straight into work. And work will be the rest of our life. Sometimes looking ahead, what I see is just endless work, monotonous and boring at times, but nevertheless something that everyone has to do.
I am beginning to sense a gradual change in me... No longer looking to each day as a brand new day full of challenges, but rather an endless week of problems. No longer having the enthusiasm and planning the schedule for each day but just going into the office mindlessly and doing whatever I can remember that I need to do. I am beginning to dread the beginning of each week.
I question what is the other things that I wanna achieve in life besides working. What is it that I wanna get out from my work? How can I help others while I help myself? How to let my parents live more comfortably? How do I inject passion and enthusiasm back into my work again? Continous list of questions but there is no direct answer nor is there a book I can study. Is working really my everything in life?
Ending the day with a heavier note, one will never realise the importance of something until it is gone. Only when it struck so close to me, to someone I know till I fully understand how it feels to lose that something important. It is the first time I really saw pain in the person's eyes. I sincerely wish the best to that classmate cos I noe till the very very end, each moment and each memory has been cherished with no regrets.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 / 12:45 PM
After nearly a year of not blogging, decided to get back to it once in a while... Changed the entirely outlook of the blog... Getting quite sick of the original design....
It is almost 9 months since I have start work at EM as a RMU engineer... What can I say... The work can be quite challenging and yet fustrating at times when the unit does not perform as expected... Haiz... just when I tot everything is going well for me...
And for some reason I dun seem to be getting good quality sleep... I try to make it a point to sleep lastest by eleven but no matter how when I get to work the next day I will be super super tired. By 1/2 o'clock I could hardly keep my eyes open... Maybe it is time I take a break....
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 / 6:50 PM
this is so sian... two and a half weeks into work... i am having fever for the second time.... tian ah... wat is wrong with me??? just when i tot i am recovering from flu and cough the fever comes back... no worries i am not having dengue.... most prob cause of all the stress and the insufficient rest... there are so much work to complete... so much reading to do and so much follow up actions.... limitless meetings, limitless meetings to go to... haiz.... so sad...
to update those who used to be in NUS... Joyce of CN7 is coming to my dept... so the total count of NUS fresh grad in SPO is 3... including me and jiunjie... hmmmm...
i want to be able to handle all the stuff that is given to me.... sob....