Monday, August 29, 2005 / 12:10 AM
haiz.... so much for saying i won't be getting a skirt in near future.... i just bought one at westmall today.... i wonder why i buy when i cannot wear skirts will all the ugly bruises on my legs... not that is it cheap at all... it cos 30 bucks!!!!!!! haiz... but at least my mum said it is nice.... but then it is a surprise that she din say it was short... on contradictory... she was the one who drew my attention to the skirt and tell me to try.... hmmm.... weird... i had a skirt of this length which she conplained was too short... haiz....
super tempted to go shopping... heehee.. going on another shopping trip wif ice-zenith and sutumn clover tml to jp.... yeah... heehee.... i wanna get pants earrings and tops.. haha.... today wanted to get another top from the same shop but really too ex le lah... haiz.... but it is so nice... can wear in two different styles leh... hmmm.... oh dear.... feel like buying...
saw this pair of earrings at cine on sat nite... in the end i din buy... now i regret le... haiz... should have bought it lah... died... feel like spending a lot of money...
Saturday, August 20, 2005 / 7:14 PM
I wonder why things must conflict each other so constantly....
let's say cheerleading... i simply love this sport... undoubtedly, there will be risks which of course meant that i keep getting injured.... well... as usual i injured my back again during training today... i fell on someone's foot or leg with my back getting all the impact... now i dun even noe if it is just a muscle strain or i have really injured my back... moreover heard a lot of things from alina today... in thailand there is this gal who died of coma after falling in one of the stunts... another gal from internal bleeding that she got from all the minor falls from the past and she just died too... now i am really afraid cos it is always those internal injuries that we won't noe until it is too late... i wonder if i should stop this sport and not take the risk anymore... but then again i love it so much and i have come a long long way..... it hurts to just give it up.... but when i can't take the pain i just feel like giving up... haiz.... that is so sian....
i wonder how to make a decision....
Monday, August 08, 2005 / 11:17 AM
Well.... Today is officially the frist day of school for all NUS students.... even though my lesson starts onli on wed... i am feeling stress abt the lab that i am gonna haf on wed... plus the fact that today i haf to go to sch to change my pin and training in the evening as well as gym in the late afternoon....
Haf been pretty busy for the past week, helping out wif orientation and stuff.... i joined byon's group lah cos carol cannot stick to the og throughout so i took her place... quite glad that i join even though i wasn't really wif the og thru'out too... got to noe some really nice ple lah.... did flag on tue at westmall... hmm response was ok ba i guess... i wasn't really that enthu... wed was in sch for amazing race and thur was at sentosa... got dunked into the sea by terence and two other freshies... so sad... tot i could be clean and dry... after that went to meet my jc class for a short dinner.... fri was of course fright nite....
SAT... the big day... we performed in front of the whole sch... although we made some minor mistakes, overall the stunts went quite smoothly lah... luckily... and i managed to do a toe touch... heng... else i will feel so guilty abt pulling the whole performance down...
was quite pissed off on sat though... someone stole byon'e hp... what a wicked person.. the thing is that he stored my user id and pin for cors bidding in his hp so that is y today we need to go to the com center to change our pin for security purposes... that person is so wicked.... i tink byon onli left his hp to charge for 1 hour beside him and he dozed off..the next thing he knew was that the hp was gone....
today is a day for feling rotten... i seriously dun wanna start sch... haiz....
Wednesday, August 03, 2005 / 2:52 PM
Feeling so vexed now... so many things happened these few days.....First is lab work... how sucky can it be that is starts on the first week of sch... adding to this is that I am stuck wif someone that I can't really stand... Well worked wif him last sem for lab as well... found that he quite like to push work to me or anyhow do, thinking that he is super smart and i am super stupid... Who would haf guessed that I would be stuck wif him again.. really feel like crying...Secondly.. the module bidding... so many things clash that i can't take... either timetable clash or exam date clash or i not interested... finally decided on taking intro to social work bu there is only 11 places wif then bid points over 400... there is no way i can get it... so sucky one....Thirdly... my dearest base fractured his wrist in o week... now wif performance on sat we haf onli 1 training left to practice and made changes. most prob there will be a replacement but then i am so used and dependent on him for so many stunts that I dun feel confident of myself without him... haiz.... what a rotten luck one... hope he recovers soon... i just have to train harder and be more confident of myself i guess... so many things to settle and yet so little time... i feel so stress....