Saturday, August 20, 2005 / 7:14 PM
I wonder why things must conflict each other so constantly....
let's say cheerleading... i simply love this sport... undoubtedly, there will be risks which of course meant that i keep getting injured.... well... as usual i injured my back again during training today... i fell on someone's foot or leg with my back getting all the impact... now i dun even noe if it is just a muscle strain or i have really injured my back... moreover heard a lot of things from alina today... in thailand there is this gal who died of coma after falling in one of the stunts... another gal from internal bleeding that she got from all the minor falls from the past and she just died too... now i am really afraid cos it is always those internal injuries that we won't noe until it is too late... i wonder if i should stop this sport and not take the risk anymore... but then again i love it so much and i have come a long long way..... it hurts to just give it up.... but when i can't take the pain i just feel like giving up... haiz.... that is so sian....
i wonder how to make a decision....
