Wednesday, October 26, 2005 / 12:40 AM
haiz... feel super stress. feel like crying... everything seems to be against me... i have another two new projects to rush. then accidents happening during training.... i have so many things to rush but exams are less than three weeks away
i dun even have time to start on the readings that are piling high on my table... there is also no news about my ia... others have started going for their interviews except me... maybe i am just unlucky......
no matter how hard i try or study i will never be able to do well...
Tuesday, October 04, 2005 / 10:09 PM
Today is such a rotten day.... or rather... feel that everyday was almost a rotten day... just feel so stress about everything... nothing seems to be going my way... first i have countless work to do wif stupid lecturers give so many projects in one sem... i have never seen 3 lecturers, each giving one project... that is not the main point. the main point is that they are teaching the same module.. this means that for 1 module i have 3 projects!!!! what the heck is that... it is not as if that is the onli module i am taking this sem... i have projects for all other modules too... a total of 6 projects. not onli that... i have never seen any lecturer telling us to do a project and we haf to fork out money to do some stupid research, which he cannot even give us an estimate... u guys onli haf to teach a part of that stupid modules while i had to juggle everything and accept whatever u guys throw at me? neither am i a sec sch student, having to copy notes in every lect... hello... this is uni k... y do we haf to copy... can't u just upload everything? not to mention that your words aren't very big.
not only that... there's training to settle too besides the heavy workload i am trying to juggle... 3 times a week training plus 3 times a week tuition... my hands are super full already...
today was the worst lah... was crying on my way home... just feel so stress and angry over so many things.. i make thing worse by being angry wif the ple around me who got angry. but of course i am sure i am the cause of the anger...(if u noe what i mean... if not... just to put things simply... i am at fault..) even got nag by my mum when i din go home wif dad when he called to fetch me home since he was in the area....
i tink everything is just my fault lah... just needed to vent it out... so the conclusion is that i deserve it....
