Tuesday, May 09, 2006 / 4:10 PM

now that holidays are here and exams over... it is expected that all activities must resume. the reason of my heartache... the inability to go back to cheerleading... a dangerous yet fun sport i once feared and now come to love... just yesterday my team mates were asking me to go back and help out wif the training which i had to unwillingly decline... a very simple reason... i simply can't bear standing aside and watch others do what i really wanted to do... the thrill of flying... the sense of achievement of being a base... all and all.. this is so sad... a feeling of emptiness engulf me.. with my internet's homepage being linked to our very own cheerleading homepage... i am in constant reminded of the sport i can no longer return to because of the past injuries... despite the fact that i haf recovered i haf no confidence to say that they will never come back when i start on the tough trainings should i go back...
haiz... so sad.... i am just grumbling and talking rubbish... pls ignore me... sad....