Sunday, August 27, 2006 / 11:32 AM
Have been thinking about this question for quite a few times... Is it worth the effort to try and help a person so much when that person doesn't treat u as a fren like u do, never offering help, never asking u out, never asking how is your day... do u still consider such a person as a fren? do u consider someone who present the "sweet and caring" side of him or her in front of u and all your common frenz and yet say untruthful things about u to someone he or she tot u won't noe the person.
not that i am a very petty person but then i am one who value friendship greatly. i can give unselflessly to my fren but sometimes u question if it is stupid to let others take advantage of u... i am regretful to say that i am not as kind and considerate to autumn clover to all in general but i am sure i will to be there for my frens when they need me. the presence of ple who take advantage of this friendship really piss me off...
Saturday, August 26, 2006 / 12:33 PM
And i really mean it physically... everyday i am breathing in poisonous organic compounds from my fyp... today just took in another breathe of a super toxic and volatile compound.... even though i was doing it in the fume hood but upon opening the cap of the bottle i see "smoke" coming out and it corrode the tip of the pipette that i was using so i haf to throw after one use... i am so dead... this is the first and definitely not the last time i haf to use such a deadly chemical... i dun even haf respiratory equipment wif me... up till now i still feel this burning sensation at the back of my throat... i am really gonna die soon.... sianz...
although i haf to say that i am not always punctual but then i will always try to reach on time and even if i am late it will be 5 to 10 min late... usually i reach on the dot... but imagine having to wait nearly 1.5 hours for someone to just open the door for me... he set the timing too and there is not once that he is on time... i am always waiting and waiting... i could haf slept more.. even half an hour is good... because of the time he set i haf to wake up at 7 onli to realise that i could haf slept till 8 plus.... so angry... not one but everytime... so sian...haiz....
Thursday, August 24, 2006 / 11:26 PM
Hee hee... met sharmini and enxin for dinner today... Sharmini is finally back from US for a week... haha... lucky her... she was working at citibank in NEW YORK!!!!!!!!
and she is going back there to work for another two years after she graduate... the people there are sending her a letter to hire her... so nice... and Enxin... haiz... envious of her... she has been on a tour in Europe by herself... going to norway, sweden if i din remember wrongly and all the different countries... haiz... maybe it is a very good idea to study overseas... they haf so much exposure to the culture over there and get to see the world... I mean the furthest i have been is taiwan... not to complain but i onli see the tourist's view of a country... i am more interested in the culture and way of life of the people in that country... something that is almost impossible if u are stuck in a tour group like i was that time... but still heehee. it is a chance for me to see another country so i shouldn't complain much.. i wanna learn thai, jap and korean... feel like learning the differnt languages but i dun haf time... since sch started i have been going to lab almost everyday... to say the truth... i am rather sick of lab already... and this is onli like the second week into my fyp thing... i am so sure i am gonna die... second week or even first week certainly doesn't seem like that to me... it seems more like i am half way into the semester with lots of stuff to settle... haiz... feel like dying already....
Tuesday, August 08, 2006 / 11:14 AM
today is still holiday and sad to say i am in sch early in the morning since 8.30 am and still am in sch, rotting my time away waiting for the career talk to start.... was just reading my emails when i chance upon my jc classmate's blog address... having nothing to do.. i went to take a look....guess what?? i have a potential writer in the midst of my frens... his style of writing is more towards short stories... the thing that amaze me is how easily he is able to express his ideas and inject the Singaporean factor into the stories.. our way of life... exam stress, our normal perceptions and unwillingness to accept anything that doesn't fall into the same catergory as us... more and more... heehee... well... his blog is "candlemantle.livejournal.com"... hope his doesn't mind. but i really feel it is worth taking a look at the stories he had written.... i believe he just started on them... heehee...
Sunday, August 06, 2006 / 11:16 PM
Just watched the final of superband that my mum taped for me.... hmmm... yeah... ice milo win.... haha... i really think soul singing cannot make it... all the pai zi and stuff really out... heehee... oh well but at least they can dance... was hoping J3 goes into final instead....
i wanna go ktv... haha hearm sing have the urge to go singing... heehee...ktv ktv ktv...
Saturday, August 05, 2006 / 1:26 PM
hmmm... din get the fyp i wanted yesterday but then again... i din get something too bad either... i would haf cried if i still can't get anything in the second round... i got prof Hidajat... heehee. heard from alina that he is quite slack and perhaps i hope as helpful as uddin... heehee... i am doing some nanoparticle thing that i dun noe at all... but then according to autumn clover, alina, xy and byon... it is the future technology and interesting... so i shall look on the bring side... who noes i might like this project as well... heehee... it may turn out to be a blessing in disguise... heehee.. so i haf decided to jia you on it... can't change anything so might as well make the best of everything... autumn clover's "half full glass" theory and jx's "making the best out of everything"... muahaha...
sorry to someone i tink i accidentally make her feel bad during fyp... heehee... i am ok so no need to be bothered by it... it is my choice ultimately... heehee... so u jia you too k??? just remember to lend me a listening ear when i complain abt the hard work and not knowing anyone who has done it before me... heehee...
i am absolutely hooked to princess hours and animae... haha.. super nice... so sad sch is starting......... and ple... i wanna sing ktv... haha...
i am booking ice-zenith, veron, yz, autumn clover, xy for the ktv next week k....
Thursday, August 03, 2006 / 8:36 PM
Yesterday went to esplanade to get this teddy bear for our fren... since she is from cheerleading, i tot it onli deem fit to get her something that represent us... hmm... the bear is extremely expensive needless to say... but then it is super cute.. heehee.. like it a lot... but sad to say the attitude or rather the way the shopekeepers promote the bear is scary.... it scares a lot of the customers... was wondering if it is possible to reduce the cost of the bears... then maybe it is profitable to set a shop somewhere in town???
tml gonna start fyp balloting and the worst thing is that i still dunno what to choose... not really interested in anything... haiz... i hate fyp.... and sch is starting again... all hard work and mugging must start to come in again... heehee.. trying to decorate my study table so that i haf mood to study... but hard lah... i tinking of all the projects and fyp i very sian le.. haiz... poor me....
