Friday, May 23, 2008 / 10:20 PM
The long awaited genting trip was here and gone in the blinking of an eye.... sounds like writing essay... anyway the main point is.... MY HOLIDAY JUST ENDED WHEN I HAVEN HAD ENOUGH OF IT!!!! haiz.... back to work for 3 days already.. feeling super demoralized... tml will be the first sat i am going back to work since i start work last year... gotta finish all my project and work... will be out the whole of next week for training and I am changing to a new role in approximately one month's time....
Anyway back to the main topic... What can I say... really had lots of fun at genting.... esp the theme park... haha... took the space shot once again... when i tot i said i will never take it again... it is so much fun to be playing the rides with my friends... but the sad part is the bus driver actually took a super long time to get us to the destination. think we reach only at 5 plus near 6 when we left the pickup point at 730 am.... waste so much of our time... alice reach at 2 plus lah... haiz... other than that everything is good ba.... i wanna have another holiday lah....
Sunday, May 11, 2008 / 9:40 PM
Met one of my classmate today.... Dun really wanna elaborate but it really set me to thinking
what one is meant to achieve in life. After graduation, most of us just plunge straight into work. And work will be the rest of our life. Sometimes looking ahead, what I see is just endless work, monotonous and boring at times, but nevertheless something that everyone has to do.
I am beginning to sense a gradual change in me... No longer looking to each day as a brand new day full of challenges, but rather an endless week of problems. No longer having the enthusiasm and planning the schedule for each day but just going into the office mindlessly and doing whatever I can remember that I need to do. I am beginning to dread the beginning of each week.
I question what is the other things that I wanna achieve in life besides working. What is it that I wanna get out from my work? How can I help others while I help myself? How to let my parents live more comfortably? How do I inject passion and enthusiasm back into my work again? Continous list of questions but there is no direct answer nor is there a book I can study. Is working really my everything in life?
Ending the day with a heavier note, one will never realise the importance of something until it is gone. Only when it struck so close to me, to someone I know till I fully understand how it feels to lose that something important. It is the first time I really saw pain in the person's eyes. I sincerely wish the best to that classmate cos I noe till the very very end, each moment and each memory has been cherished with no regrets.
Saturday, May 10, 2008 / 12:45 PM
After nearly a year of not blogging, decided to get back to it once in a while... Changed the entirely outlook of the blog... Getting quite sick of the original design....
It is almost 9 months since I have start work at EM as a RMU engineer... What can I say... The work can be quite challenging and yet fustrating at times when the unit does not perform as expected... Haiz... just when I tot everything is going well for me...
And for some reason I dun seem to be getting good quality sleep... I try to make it a point to sleep lastest by eleven but no matter how when I get to work the next day I will be super super tired. By 1/2 o'clock I could hardly keep my eyes open... Maybe it is time I take a break....
